You… My… Self Chaos surrounds me, Scream amidst more scream. My world was small. Everyone was around me …But I was alone. I refused chaos. So I built my castle, my fortress.. A castle with glass walls I could see everyone...and everyone could see me. But I couldn't hear them...and nobody could hear me... So I dwelled my silence and peace. In every chaos, in every scream, I entered my castle, my fortress and safety, my warmth and security. I could see everyone...and everyone could see me. But I couldn't hear them...and nobody could hear me... I started to grow up and my castle grew with me Chaos took new forms. But my castle…my safety… was still lofty... But now it is time to fly; a bird without wings, I step out of my castle; a chick leaving its egg a warrior without a weapon, a leaf in the wind…. Not knowing that something called 'myself' has existence I look in the eyes of others, I watch all the faces, the sky, the sea, the birds, the flowers, I watch the trees. Silence is my echo, Chaos around me….insist on staying. Life's waves toss me around. But fate is kind to me. It wants a different path for me, the path of light, the path of truth. In a moment of enlightenment I find 'myself'. I no longer watch the faces. I am everything with myself...with me…..with I You, my own self. I am warmth...I am tenderness I am love...I am hug I am the refuge...I am the shelter.. I am the castle... I am the fortress…...I am the safety. I am support…..I am belief. I am beauty...I am exile. I am treasure.. You, my own self...my eternal sun…..